To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or to ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealously, or regret. Letting go isn’t winning or losing. It’s not about pride, and it isn’t about not obsessing or dwelling on the past. It’s not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss, and it’s not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome them and move on. Letting go is accepting. Letting go is having the courage to accept change and have the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up.
They say that good things are worth waiting for, but I don’t think waiting this long should be considered a good thing. While everyone else is constantly moving forward, I’m still stuck in the same position waiting for something that most likely isn’t even going to happen. I don’t know why I…
Two weeks, not even that that is actually all it took, all it took for me to fall for you, the last time i kissed you, the last time i hugged you, i wanted to hold onto forever. As stupid as it sounded, i thought i was inlove with you. You also made me smile. Soon the nightly phone calls got longer, the goodbyes got harder, the i love you’s started to mean more. Soon the calls got sorter, happened less and the i love you’s weren’t there. I miss you so much it is ridiculous.
